5/31/09 - Happy Birthday to Me!

I'm 23 years old and 1 day. Yay Happy Birthday Me...

So life has been kinda crazy lately, learning how to cope when all my family is dyring offf slowly but surely. Don't think I'm pitying myself or being pessimistic with that statement. It's a sad fact that EVERYone's family is slowly dying off and it's just an adjustment i have to make. This ust happens to be another point of realization in my life.

I started seeing a counselor last week and have another apointment tomorrow. I'm hoping this starts a new trend for me.

Last night was my Cheese party, and I enjoyed myself immensely. I hope everyone else enjoyed it too. I know some people son't like cheesy movies, and even some attendees were lactose intolerant, but I hope the company was still enjoyable for everyone else.

I'm not much of a party-er, I more like to sit on the couch and converse, listening to the thoughts and ideas of those around me. I think that this is where people begin to misunderstand me. Yes I can state my opinion loudly and perhaps even determinedly, and I get excited and like to dance. Does this mean I'm a party-er? No! I like to sit and relax, and listen. I think that people think I'm being aloof when I'm just sitting and listening too, when in fact that's probably how you can tell I enjoy a person most. I actually shut up when they are around and listen to what they have to say.

Cry Baby is one of my favorite movies, which was also fun. The sheer quirkiness and cheesiness of that film. The fact that it is all done on purpose is what i enjoy most about it. The movie doesn't try to be anything it's not. It takes what it has to offer revels in it and then takes it one step further, lavishing it's full power on the audience. I like movies that aren't pretentious, are down to earth and simply creative visions out of an individual's mind, and that is exactly what Cry Baby is. Plus you have Johnny Depp as a teeneager which is always fun.

On the menu for today: just finished volunteering for North Park (made $5 in tips *Shrug*), finishing up laundry and Buffy Marathon at 9pm.
Call me if you wanna do something fun!

5/28/09

Ahh gotta love how my summer is just filling up with things I have to do and nothing so far that I really WANT to do.

The only thing I really want to do is SummerFest at the end of the summer and they haven't offered me a contract yet. I'm sure they are just relaxed and waiting but I want to get that out of the way. It's also possible they are waiting for my latest invoice which I haven't had the time to draft yet so....

Lot's of bills, lots of tidbits that need to be arranged and a few "No"'s that need to be said.

That's my summer so far..

And please come to my birthday party and cheer me up.

5/26/09

Today, I participated in the March and Rally on The Hall of Justice in San Diego. We marched and chanted from 6th and Laurel through downtown to the Hall of Justice. There we heard from the mayor of San Diego as well as his daughter and her fiance. Then we heard from members of the NAACP and the GLBTQ President.

We sang, chanted and showed San Diego how much we cared. I was also interviewed twice but who knows if they will ever be shown.

Pictures to come.

:)

5/25/09

So two days ago I got some texts from a weird number. It was my father. Somehow he got my number from someone at the funeral and decided it was a good time to text me.

I called him back and let him know that there was only one way in which I would be able to give him the forgiveness he needed. If he publicly admitted to everyone what he had done to both me and Norma, then I would forgive him. I made clear that this has nothing to do with Norma, and that in no way was I speaking for her.

I then told him that he should stop texting me and I would call him again when I was ready.

At this point, he continued to text me. I replied that he was not working withing the terms I gave ans and he still proceeded to text me. Only once I threatened to change my phone number did he agree to stop texting me. This happened only a couple of hours ago, so we shall see what happens from here.

If you are reading this, please know that I do not fault anyone for giving him my phone number. I know that whoever it was, you thought that you were doing the right thing. However, depending on how this turns out, I may have to change my phone number and if Aaron gets that number I will have to reconsider who I am giving my phone number out to.

5/24/09

I drove back from San Jose two days ago with Edna and Tamba. We made it safely home and it was a relatively quick ride. (It probably also helped that I fell asleep for a lot of it.)

When I finally was able to charge and turn my cell phone back on, Stephanie had left me a mini-emergency message about the new apartment.

We got home and relaxed for the rest of the night and talked to Larric about his body building championship.

Today's Top Stories

Dollhouse fans broke the Fox Commentary Lines with requests for renewal. Yay Us!

Amber Benses came out with a new novel.

There is a new comic series based on the novel "Do Androids Dream of Electronic Sheep." It's supposedly very good, but I'm more interested in the novel and it's going on my reading list next to "Pride Prejudice and Zombies" which I have to find the funds to buy and the time to read.

In the mean time I got none of my novel finished today, however I read some stories for a final and hung out with my mom who is in town.

Mostly was addicted to twitter.

Need to stop this slacker behavior.

Off for bed.

a little break

How are you supposed to get anything organized when the world keeps on turning and time keeps on shifting and the end never appears

I am beginning to think that I will never get to rest again.